BloodSoakedRose

Moving, new account xD

So I've started my bad habits of staying awake for days and taking naps at random times listening to Dir En Grey from "Six Ugly" to "Uroboros". Mayeb eventually I might get more ideas. Other than that, I gotta practice my Japanese and do homework for school D: Then after school I gotta go to work. Bah everything's so stressful.

Well I'm slowly but surely working my way through a sketchbook. I have done some things I really like, even though the small mistakes that I know are there bother me.
It really does help to write/draw/scribble into this book when I'm bored to help me forget about this creeping depression from a recent break up.

But who knows maybe soon I'll scan some of the stuff from my book.

zomgah they is so sexyful
I'm gonna haz my fun with them they is perfect.
I messed up a bit on my one drawing but thats ok its sorta not noticable not really.....
lol

oh wells, THEY IS AWESOME

oh wait here comes the bo..............

heh, yeah.
Many of you already can guess the ending to that little header.

Life is shit what can i say, but we keep just pushing through it like some sort of fucking ocean of garbage, wind, and corpses.
So I've spent my spring break drinking myself to sleep,
waking up, drinking some more. and so on.

It sucks, when you're stuck loving someone whose already forgotten you. And no amount of alcohol, therapy, or happy pills can keep you from yourself.

Depressing, yeah.....oh well, sometimes its better to be alone with your problems, to see why you're so fucked up, pathetic, just disgusting when you see your reflection and drink enough until you cant see it anymore.

So some time between this drinking, school, and work. I'll try to get some art done, don't expect fluffy clouds and sunny days in these ones.